I have a hate in my heart. It is killing me from inside. I never had this hate before when I was in high school. I could love anyone and everyone and overlook their faults to such a degree that I feel I could forgive someone as horrible is Fidel Castro, Saddam Hussein or even Hitler. I was not the type of hippie loving person who loved everyone. In the back of my mind I knew people had thier faults but I usually overlooked them because everyone has faults and you should forgive them thier faults.
Nowadays if someone makes a mistake, I remember the mistake and replay it in my mind until I end up hating the person. Its a lot easier to say forgive and forget. I wish sometimes I could just forget all the stupid things people have done to me so that I can get on with my life.