I'm super exhausted right now. I asked my daughter if its ok to go take a nap. Her simple reply was no. My son pokes me in the eye if I try to nap and the two of 'em just jump on the bed twisting, tumbling, falling all over me. It would be cute if I were not pregnant.
I keep having this fear that I will go into labor and my hubby will not be near me. The couple of times I had false alarms he was not near and I tried his work place. The calls do not always go through and in case of an emergency what's a girl to do?
The other thought in my head is that I do not have much time in the day with my hubby and that people is annoying to me. If I can not brain dump to him when I feel like it because he is super busy, then who do I brain dump to? A couple more days of this and I'm gonna blow and its not going to be pretty either.
Like today I had the kids for six straight hours by myself after I woke up. They were great up til the end when they started screaming for no reason. My son was screaming for his nap and my daughter just joined in for no reason. Two screaming kids and me on the phone. Not a great picture.
Well that's all for today.