It has been hurting for a while now. I always feel stressed to the point that I feel like I will one day explode, or maybe its implode. I dont know what to do anymore. Some days I feel hopeless. With so many people around, you would think that I would not feel lonely as I do but I do. I cant help it. I dont know why. I want to talk and just keep on talking forever but everyone always seems busy and never has any time. Or they seem not to care or they want to do all the talking. I hope this blog helps me out just as I have used a journal to help me here and there to sort the stuff in my head. Inshallah.